Qara-Xuan Zenith wrote:I want to say right now, I am very sorry for the, uh, problems I may have caused with my paranoia and secrecy. In my defense, it wasn't until a couple weeks ago that someone explained to me how ARGs work, and why me keeping things secret from the GMs made absolutely no sense. Still, I'm sorry.
Yeah I've been thinking about this for the past couple of hours and honestly, I feel I should say sorry too. People keep saying that I 'mediated things back to normalacy' and I'm thinking... um, how exactly? Asides from releasing the song (which was basically my way of saying 'okay we've forgotten why we're here, let's try and remind ourselves') I am growing steadily more terrified that I just spent my time invovled in that arguement making things WORSE. I don't know HOW I would have done that but my paranoia insists I did so... sorry, guys.
I mean, I went along with the secret thing like everyone else without even realising it was really... silly of me. Immersion demanded that we accept the posibility that the cabal were seeing everything we planned out in the open, and if they could see it they could counter it which... just didn't seem like sensible planning, si the keeping things secret was NEVER about hidingh things from players, I don't think... but then it all got... secretive, and misleading and people were feeling left out and the whole thing was just sorta... yeah.
Honestly, I still don't think I udnerstand how ARG's work at all. I'll do better next time.