by Adell on Mon Dec 03, 2012 2:10 am
Morgan deserves far better treatment than what we've been giving her. Yes that's my opinion, yes it's not the popular one. No I don't care, cause I can't stand the way we've begun to view her.
At first I understood, in fact I was probably right there with Qara and Dryu in how I viewed these 'villains'. But it was around the time when we were refictionalizing Adam that my view of them began to change. When we ended up nearly sending him home without him ever understanding what was happening...potentially against his wishes. The very idea of something like that happening to anyone is terrifying, and I was incredibly upset about how things had been handled, enough that I made a post to him anyway to explain the situation, as fruitless as it was. I became more aware of our excessive gambits, our manipulations of these characters, our compromise of our morals. I couldn't stand it anymore, and I'm not going to be taking part in them either. It's not my style, and I can't be bothered with them. We shouldn't NEED to do this, we shouldn't NEED to lie and cheat and manipulate...and in fact I think we've done our best work when we've been honest with these characters and actually worked together with them as opposed to playing them for fools.
But that's how we operated, and it caused the paranoia of the metaguards to skyrocket through the fucking roof. We became afraid of sharing any plans because of the Cabal, despite Morgans openness and willingness to compromise. It's gotten SO BAD, that we literally twist every action, every WORD she says into some sort of antagonistic approach when she does NOT deserve such thinking, at all. From the very beginning with our chat with her, she had made it very clear she did not want fictionals to die, but what happens when she gets the echo for Don (potentially saving his life, I might add)? We accuse her of stealing it from us, as if she'd use it as some bargaining chip before she even admitted to having it. So what's the first thing she does, she emails it the few that have been the most receptive to her emails...hoping, PRAYING that they'd listen to her, and thinking/KNOWING that if she had given it to those more vocally against her that the action would have been painted as morally wrong and evil anyway. But we all know the truth, that she did this action not as some sort of charity, not as some sort of gambit, but as a chance to ACTUALLY HELP someone. To save a life. The truth is, she's been respectful and cooperative since first opening communications, and has genuinely tried to help...but we allow ourselves to be blinded by our own hatred to see it. We want her to be the villain, and so we make her the villain.
Well I've noticed, I've seen her try to make amends to Joe, prevent Pan from killing himself in the hurricane. She has allowed Deanna to get professional help while simultaneously reinvigorating Joan's career. Some of us argue that these were all attempts to gain our trust, to play our game and to get us to do things for her. It isn't. What it was was Morgan taking responsibilities for her actions, to try in her own way to make amends. Maybe these attempts weren't the best way to handle things, but we give Mr.A the same lee way with his actions using some fragile excuse that he "doesn't get us." I say, if we're gonna give HIM a free pass, than I will definitely be giving her one for her actions under a similar excuse.
I can't speak for the other members of the Cabal; I'm not trying to. I believe they should take responsibility as she has, whether that means helping us or turning themselves over to the police. What I'm saying is, is that Morgan is not as we have painted her. Perhaps she was before, in her story, but people can change; these characters can and HAVE changed. the Fictionals have proven that the environment in our world can change them dramatically, for the better! But we are denying this one her chance to reform, to accept that maybe she doesn't HAVE to be the villain. Maybe there isn't a villain in this whole thing, and maybe we should stop looking for one.
What side am I on? I'm on the side that is about doing the right thing. Even if our only choice is to send every one of these characters back, they deserve the chance to change and be...well, more than just some written character. I want to save this world, but I won't compromise my morals in the process. If you don't agree with me, that's fine. I'm not telling people how to think, I'm telling you how I feel on the matter and what I think we should be doing. If you agree with me then, well, thank you.
I think that's all I got to say. Carry on.
So...tl;dr: I, uh, disagree. <.<;
If you ever need to ask the questions "Am I needed? Should I help them?" The answer is always yes. Always.